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I am so much more,than all of my fears,than all of my tears. Hello. Im the Valary. And you should remember me,coz i think im important:)

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By ieatcrayonshoex · October 10, 2009 · 0 Comments · 9 Views

Wow So Much Things Have Happened Since Ih` Last Posted

Well Jake , at the movies Ih' told Him We were Jhuss friends ; but

he stuck his tounge down mii throat >O:

Ih' Got In A Fight Wiff Dylan

Me & Ben Are friends again & this 4o yer old Dood Keeps Pervertinq meeh & askinq nasty ass stuff

Ih' told him "juss shut the fawk up and go to yur children ; then he cussed me off Jheez :| Im scared now

&Other shit ; my math teacher keeps effinq meeh up ; & givinq me office detentiosn every fricken day

IGot really sick of itt' So I called him A Pussey Ass Bitch

& I got ISS Jhheeez :[

Ih' Gotta stop this -whole bad girl shit-

Coz I never have time to hanq out wiff friends after :|

Dish Dirt On A Hawtie -.-

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 2 Comments · 18 Views

Okayy, soo; i went to the movies on Saturday. It was fun. It
started out as just two people going, myself, and a friend i
went to school with, Sam. Then Sam text me asking if one of
her friends could go as well. Since i knew the guy; actually
i dated the guy, i said sure. That made three. She invited a
friend, so i did, only that friend took his girlfriend. Bummer.

Introducing Mike:

Blond hair, blue eyes, tanned, built, great personality, and
sexy to boot.

What a change; from that chubby kid i dated two years
before... to that. Wow

On top of everything i mentioned before, he was very nice.
When i was cold, he gave me his sweater, things like that.  =]

Soo since its been two years since i actually had a decent
conversation with Mike, we started to talk. With some input
from Sam. The other two were in a store; so its not like
they were left out.

Turns out Mike has a girlfriend. Of course. BUT he has also
dated 58 different girls in four years.

If you think that's not bad...

He's had sex with 32 on them. To make this more interesting;
When i dated him, he was a virgin. So he has had that many
girls, in TWO YEARS.

Yeah, thought so. Gross eh. What a bummer.


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I stayed over to Sam's on Sunday; she has her own place, her
and a room mate, Steph. That's okayy, i get along well
enough with her. But turns out Steph is totally hooked on
Mike, and slept with him the night after she met him. BWT,
she had a boyfriend at the time.
When i walked in, Mike was laid across the couch, and Steph
was practically sitting on top of him, trying to get close
to him. When he seen me, he pushed Steph away, stood up, and
came over to talk to me. Yay i feel special, haha.

We end up walking down to a corner store, its literally down
the street. At the store Mike bought a car magazine, along
with a few other things.

When we got back to the apartment, Steph ran to the couch,
sat down, and than looked up to Mike, expecting him to sit
beside her, instead Mike took the one seater, Sam sat beside
her, and i laid down on the been-bag-chair. Mike was showing
me the cars, and telling me what engine is in them etc.
since i took Auto i knew what he was talking about. =]

Somehow, while we were looking at the magazine, he ended up
lying beside me. haha. Steph started shouting like a 8 year
old, showing her grandmother a new puppy. Seriously. she
started blasting music, and jumping around. Laughing at
everything, including the lamp. When Mike got up to use the
washroom, i sat in the chair he was in. He offered to give
me a back massage if he could have the chair. I laughed it
off, telling him he just wanted an excuse to touch me. I did
end up giving him the chair, but not for a back massage. lol.


Mike ended up leaving shortly after that. but not before he
told me to msg him sometime. XD

Obviously, Steph went to bed after that. Sam not long after.
At about 3 i got a text msg from Mike, and we were talking
for about 30 mins.

I explained to him, that he is a friend, there would have
been more, but i don't like the fact that he slept with 32
different girls. He was cool with it.
He actually called me last night, asking me to hang out as
friends. I told him not tonight, i was out. it was true.
Even if it wasn't, Mike is not a person i would hang out
with one on one. He would never do anything i wouldn't want,
but; i know i am a big flirt [i flirt with everyone, even
Sam's dad. lmao], and i wouldn't want him to think my
flirting meant something, and try to pull a move. At least
with other friends around, i know he wouldn't.
Also he sounds hawt on the phone haha x

Self Expression'.

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 12 Views


everythings dull. Im so bored with it all.
i feel depressed and ever so stressed
everythings in black and white,
i miss the colors of every day life
i wish i could take it all back
i wish i could pick up the things that i lack
like the smiles and joys and love of my friends
but i dont know how i possibly can
i want to take an eraser and erase the marks on my wrist
i wish i could tell you about everything that i miss
im tired of pretending to be something im not
but i dont have a choice, so ill sit here and rot
instead of telling you about my hard times
ill leave you alone, making up these crappy lines

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 8 Views

sam woot is mii best friend, but i luff all mii other guys, wiffout chu guys id be something nothing :D

Bros Before Hoes

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 16 Views

Someday everything will all make sense, so for now, laugh
at all the confusion, smile through the tears, and keep
reminding yourself that everything happens for a reason.

confessions

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 11 Views

you're not going to get it.. if you're reading this and
you're not me (unlikely)

confessions;
.ive had sex, but not really.
.i should have never broken up with Jake
.i will never be over him...
.maybe not even matt.
.i think kevin's a little gay.. literally.. i think he
tries to imagine me as a boy.
.its the way he treats me.
.i want him to stop.
.i really want to break up with him.
.i have tiny 'things' for ruben
.and patrick
.they will never be anything.
.i will never, nor can i, let go of my pathetic fucking
past.

forever yours ;

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 11 Views

There's so much i wanna say. So much i wanna tell you. So much that i don't even know how to say even if in message. Even now in blog, i also don't know how to express my feeling here. Wth, i don't have this habit lar. Wanna find friends to speak but who can i find? Find already but so what? How? Sighs.

song; diamonds are forever

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 8 Views

K today i skipped school Coz i was Sick :\
So Danny skipped school for me :] & we watched Nana 2
It was so disappointing the first one was so much better
it was all about nana 'hachi' & not even about the other nana
& they replaced most of the characters wiff new ones like nana 'hachi' was replaced
by sum other chiiick

After the moovie we went to the mall& Danny got pissed coz, i took ferrever
tryinq to find sum stuff

Fuuck

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 24, 2009 · 0 Comments · 15 Views

Today i got a detention in math class lol Gawwd the Teacher Is So Gayy

DayQuan bought me a cookie :]

Im tryinq to uppload sum new pics but it wont werrk O_O

Aniione got Live Journal ??

About meeh`

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 18, 2009 · 0 Comments · 6 Views

"There are two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle. -Albert Einstein"

"Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today."
"To live is the rarest thing in the world. Most people exist, that is all."
"If love is a labor I'll slave till the end"
the name is Valary, known as val. But that's just my name, I don't know who i am or what I am or who I am to become. Does anybody know who i am? If you do please come and tell me anytime, I've been waiting for awhile now.. but i guess that means no one knows. I think i will never know who I am. I've been through a lot in my life. And I'm sure everybody says that, but i don't care. I believe that I have tho. I learn from my problems,mistakes, and people. The people who are in my life as of right now are welcome to stay but if they happen to leave then its for the best I think. But I do believe there's a reason why some people come and go into my life. And I also believe that people hurt me for reasons, and its made me stronger yet it kills me. I have a this guy who is my friend now and I guess we'll always just be friends... I've been through hell dealing with that kid. But not one day, or one second do I regret meeting him; he has to be the person I think that has caused me so much pain in my life at my young age. He plays a big part in my life, I say things to him and talk about things that makes him not like me. I do that because I'm scared of being me. I'm scared of being in love. and I don't want that but I think its to late. But nothing will change we're friends that's it I guess... I believe I will be alone forever. Because of me being scared it holds me back from finding happiness and who I really am. Obviously my emotions aren't intact, and are by far very fragile, although most people might not understand that little things they say hurt me.
I'm single.
But aside from all that boring stuff, I like to party, talk, and have fun. I live everyday like it was my last. I tend to babble a lot about pointless things, I act childish around guys I like, and I tend to get really giggly and spazzy D:
I play the UKULELE :D so talk to me!!!
"Creativity is allowing yourself to make mistakes. Art is knowing which ones to keep."
Everything is sent up straight from the heart, tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
"To DIE would be an awfully big adventure. "
MY SONG DESCRIBES MY MOOD

Neew Piics:]]

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By ieatcrayonshoex · September 17, 2009 · 1 Comment · 61 Views

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